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“Oh I dont know, I just miss this guy. But sadly he doesnt know me anymore.”
Ive been blogging about him lately, I dont know why. I bottled up all the pain inside and one day when I woke up I decided to let it all out, and Im feeling lonelier than ever. But if I didnt let it all out it will keep on haunting me. I knew it was time I face my fear. LETTING GO OF ALL THE PRECIOUS MEMORIES WE HAD. It didnt really matter to me that we fought maybe almost everyday, well everyday is an ARGUE DAY but still at the end of it all we seem to fall in love with each other even more. But things change, people decide to leave, people move forward and the world doesnt stop for you nor it will wait for you til you can get back up again. I know it has been almost a year. But nothing has changed yet. I loved him so deeply. Its been so hard for me lately. I turned down every guy who tried to come up to me, Just cause I knew I wasnt ready for anything at all. And I didnt want anyone to get hurt because I wasnt sure of my feelings yet. I just wish we never had to end that way.
I wish you still know me, I wish we never had to end that way. You never said goodbye. I messaged you but you didnt reply. I tried everything I could. Its been hella hard for me to let it all go. Im going all through this by myself. I wish you never left, but you did and Im sorry I wasnt enough. I love you so damn much.