He Is Lost
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People seem to think that I dont care about much anything. Maybe its true, but if there is something I care about, you best damn be sure that its important to me.
I strive to be the best at whatever I care about. I would say do, but to be honest theres a lot of things I do that dont hold much interest to me. The things I do like include: .ya I got nothing. It sounds clichД©, but I enjoy fun things. My taste in music knows no bounds. Ill listen to pretty much anything. Ill drink and enjoy drinking games, but I know my limit. Every now and again Ive also been known to smoke those jazz cigarettes. Does drinking and drugs make me cool? Not really. What does make me cool? I dont know. Ask my friends, they seem to like me.
People tell me Im funny. Apparently funny is harder than it looks. I dont know if its considered a skill or a good trait to have, but I dont mind it. In such a fucked up world, wed die without a little humor here and there. I like to think I can provide it. I think my sense of humor comes from my views on life. Theyre different than most peoples I would think. I cant provide an example off the top of my head, but if you talked to me, youd probably know what Im getting at.
Right now Im going to community college because I didnt have the dedication for a university. Notice I said didnt. I went to Western for a year and basically fucked up. I learned a lot about myself there though, but it probably wasnt worth the 17 grand. Shit like that will happen though. I dont see myself as less of a person because of it, and I dont expect you to do the same. If you do, thats your thing and its really not my problem.
Id like to say Im not your ordinary guy. I think I give women more respect than they deserve sometimes, but I can still come off as an asshole. Im like one end of the spectrum and the other at the same time. Its crazy, but its me. I strive to be different. I want to stand out in a crowd of clones. If every guy is wearing abercrombie or hollister polos and backwards hats with short hair, Ill be the one in something I found at value world and having my hair all shagnasty. Dont think Im dirty though, I keep a clean ship. I dont enjoy hair anywhere on my body. Ill shave my pits, chest, stomach, ass, even my legs if I think its getting out of hand.
Im a cuddler. And not just cuddles that hopefully lead to sex. Sex doesnt really matter that much to me. I mean if youre down then hey, why not, but its not a main objective like it seems to be in a lot of guys lives. If I need to center myself