How You Feel
Sometimes when Iām happy Iām by myself. Sometimes when Iām happy Iām with others. But every time Iām happy itās because I have a high self-concept. When Iām alone I find little things to do to keep myself entertained and in the right mindset. I think about funny stories that have happened in the past and I create cool stories that could never happen. When Iām with others I like to listen, if I have something to say Iāll say it, but thereās something inside me that is fascinated with hearing other people stories. Also Iām tiny bit awkward around some people, so thatās also why.
Everyone has down points in their lives and Iām not going to lie, I do to. I donāt think I get as sad or mad as others because Iām a pretty mellow and relaxed person. I donāt have very much homework usually so I donāt get stressed out very much because of school like some other people. I also have a good family life, yes we have problems like any normal family, but I am very fortunate for what I have and sometimes I take all the vacations, presents and food for granted. Sometimes I think about all the less fortunate people there is and it kind of gets me down. But when I see a homeless person somewhere Iāll give them a couple of dollars, if I have cash, and seeing their reaction is the best thing ever.
Helping people makes me feel good. Whenever I can help people it makes me feel needed, whether itās helping someone with geometry or helping my brother with the trash it feels good. Last weekend my buddy and I were going fishing and a special needs kid walked up said hello. We said hi back and fist bump each other. The kid said he needed his rod to be fixed and I said I could try to fix it if he brought it to me. His face lit up with excitement as he ran back to his house. Well when I got it I saw that it was a closed reel and I donāt know much about those. I took it apart and try to get the line out of it. Eventually I had to give up and