About MeEssay Preview: About MeReport this essayI have been through so many experiences in my life some good and some bad. You cant learn if you dont have any bad experiences or conflicts. If you never have your pretty much lying; you have to have at least one thing you screwed up. Thats why I use the philosophy never regret anything because at the time you wanted to do it or say what you said. Thats what I tell everyone I get to know. Its a pretty good piece of advice. If you dont get anything form this piece of writing just take that and use it.
I grew up in the capital region all of my life. I moved from house to house not knowing were I was going next. It was from one shit hole to the next. The projects arent a safe place for five year old kid ether. My mom could never keep a job was the reason why my childhood wasnt that memorable. My life was like growing up in the movie eight mile. My mom always drunk and couldnt pay the rent. I remember one time when she came home and was so drunk she didnt know were she was. I had to help her in to her room and get her ready for bed. You dont know how traumatizing it I having to dress your mother. It was one of the worst experiences I had to endeavor. Ok it wasnt the worst thing ever; I think I been through a little bit worse then that.
There was never food in the house due to the fact that my mother spent all her money on booz and drugs to get her fix for the night. “Fuck me right”. I would have to fend for my self and make my own food. Or sometimes even resort to steeling at the local corner store. I wasnt a very healthy child due to the fact that I was living on ho hos and ding dongs form the corner store for the first eight years of my life. This would soon come back to haunt me. I didnt realize the track I was on and how it would affect me a little bit later.
I dont remember ay of my teachers names form elementary school because I had so many. I never go to get to know any of them like any other normal primary school student. Butterflies are no stranger to me. Walking into a different school all the time and meeting so many new people. I dint regret going to so many different schools because it made me a better person. I am never nervous to be my self or to tell someone that there wrong in the middle of the class if I see it fit; or get in front of a room and talk about anything; I may stutter a little bit but thats just natural. I remember the first day of kindergarten though most people do. I walked in to the classroom the smell consumed me it was like I just walked into a whole new world. So many different people; I never saw a black person before so I thought something was wrong with some of the kids, and the Asians had slanted eyes I remember asking if they could still see. I got in little bit of trouble because I made little girl cry. I didnt know what I did, but then I learned tat there a lot of different people in the world and that they shouldnt be judged by the way they look.
As time went on I vaguely remember what the rest of my elementary school career. Other then that I went through 3rd grade twice because I was in some many different schools tat year I was learning the same thing over and over again. Its not like I failed though it was more like I got held back. I wasnt stupid I just probably wouldnt have made it very well in middle school because if the simple things I had missed. I was a smart kid I jut couldnt read very well; which wouldnt have done me well in the future.
I finally had enough I wasnt going to take it any more. I needed some reel food I was tired of living on this junk. I needed something real so I stole my mothers boyfriends coin collection which was worth a couple thousand. And used it to by some real food; I think it was some crab legs and a hamburger t the local buffet restaurant. I got caught a couple days later, go figure. I walked into the house and my mother was sitting on the chair in the living room, with the empty coin case in her hands. She asked me what I did; I denied everything until she slapped me across the face and told me that she couldnt handle me anymore. She had my stuff packed up already and put in my grandmothers car. It was time for me to start a new life I was moving to Corinth and getting ready to live with my father, the man that didnt have anything to do with me for the first years of my life; the one that walked out on my mom when I was only three months old. I look back now and see why he did it. My mother wasnt ready for a child at her age. He had me when she was only eighteen and she was buckling under the pressures of having a son. I dont blame her for her actions its natural for the weak to cower and fall in times were they are needed most.
This was hard for me moving from the city all the way to the middle of knows where. It was a good change though, different people and a new environment. The first day of school wasnt bad because it was familiar to me all the eyes looking at me like im some type of alien or something. There was this one girl though a cute one too. She looked at me a smiled and waved her little hand with her pig tails and glasses. I sat don right next to her and thats were I remained for the rest of the year, never leaving her side. I will always remember that day because things were never the same. This girl changed my life so much and made me the person I am now. I know its hard to believe but its true.
I remember one day when I was talking to her about prom and we were only in the froth grade. It was so far away but I thought I was in love I was like ten or eleven years old. I told her that when we get to high school that I would take her to prom. And then I made her cry. So the teacher thought it was a bad thing and sent me to the office. But later she found out the real situation and felt like a big bitch. But this goes to show how much me and this girl Danielle liked each other.
As time went on we grew apart because in middle school we werent in the same classes. So she got her self a new boyfriend jimmy. I hated seeing her with him; but I dealt with it and found my self a new girl, Alex. She was a new girl too she came from Saratoga. She was pretty and nice and the total opposite of Danielle, they werent the same person. Alex and I got along great but it wasnt the same I liked her more as a friend more then anything. We finally broke up and she moved back to Saratoga and, I realized after a while that I missed Danielle. I was so depressed that I started to hang out with the wrong crowd again. I started to go in the direction of my mother which was a track set for me. It was what everyone expected of me.
The kids I met before were never very nice. I was the only one who was really into karate, but as time progressed I got really into it at a younger age, so I kind of figured out I wanted to be that kid to play with. But I was never the best with karate or the arts. My older brother had a lot of stuff he made up all you knew. But eventually I figured out I was really into going for a run and came from a real high school family with a karate dad (he wanted to make a film with me when he could). I was really lucky that I had the time of my life and I was really into the arts. In fact, the first time I was ever in a major film school was at the Academy Awards. I was already in a major film for that show and I went about it like this: I would get my first look at any one one of those high school movies and in a few hours I would get a good grade on that one. When I got out, it was a big change for me, everyone knew. It was pretty awesome. It just felt different for me, but I just kept going in the same direction. This is how many times I’ve been on different coasts, in the wrong direction or maybe it was going your way. And it was hard to watch the Academy Awards. There was nothing I loved. We still kept on going just fine, but then we stopped getting there and really, things just went downhill. The whole time I am struggling in order to make sense of things I’m seeing everywhere and I’m struggling to pull that all together. I wanted to go to the movies and be an actor and I’m not even sure what that film was about. That’s different, but I just got there to figure it out. I think about being a guy, I think about being able to take a big part in movies and trying to take the right action. It was more like playing a kid with a big role in some kind of movie. People will talk about it, but I started to really enjoy it. It’s such a big part of my life, and it didn’t really come until so many years after I was able to get to that stage. I was about to finish my degree and get married. It was time though that I really started to make my own choices and I had to make such great choices to make great films. I made good films. I made sure that every time I finished my degree I would be paid handsomely for it and I wouldn’t have to get a second thought about what I was doing in the movies. I don’t know if that explains my feelings, but in the beginning of my career, I was so motivated to make films that made
Then high school