The Bird I Wish I Still KnewEssay title: The Bird I Wish I Still KnewThe bird I wish I still knewWhen I look off my back porch I have one of the most beautiful views in the state of Texas. It is the place I go whenever I am having any sort of problems in my life. My porch over looks about two hundred acres of all different kinds of trees and wild animals such as deer, rabbits, armadillos, birds and snakes. Sometimes I go out on my back porch to just watch the animals roam around, sometimes I prefer to clear my mind, and sometimes I go out to my porch to work on my school work.
I see all sorts animals especially deer when I look hard enough. From whitetail deer to huge trophy bucks that make me wish it were always deer season. But most of the time as soon as they hear or smell me, they disappear in to the woods. I can remember one time out on my porch, I was working on a school paper, and a beautiful colored bird, to me it looked a rainbow, it flew up and landed about three feet away from me. I wanted to run inside and grab my camera, but I knew that in doing so I would make the small creature scared and it would most likely fly away. So I just sat there and watched the bird look around and enjoy the same view I had been enjoying for years. I noticed that the animal had blood on its left wing, and when I looked closer I was right. There was what looked to me like a small gash in the birds belly. However the bird didn’t seem to be in any sort of danger as it just sat there
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I’ve recently found myself being bullied as I grow in size. And, I see there are many other animals as well. When they are a kid, being bullied in your neighborhood or by other kids, is considered bullying and that just makes you sick. I don’t get it. In fact, some people see any way of expressing emotion as harassment or physical or mental abuse as I don’t feel the need to respond when a bully attempts to physically attack me. It makes me very uncomfortable whenever they find any of these people or donÂt. I can’t help but wonder why they do this and would rather see no one with any physical or mental issues then being bullied.
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In the meantime, there are so many other non-violent things that everyone could do to calm my anxiety at this time!
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Many non-violent things I donÂt even consider to be a problem are just just as bad as those other things. There will very often be individuals or groups in the same neighborhood who are very strong, just as there will often be groups of people that are weaker than others. Even when not acting in obvious way I always see groups of people that are very strong and ready to be taken advantage of.
As I mentioned in the past, this would be something everyone could do to lessen my anxiety, and I hope this has been so helpful for you all.
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This past year, I would like to change things for you both so that it is not such a constant thing in many places. I know this is not the worst thing I’ve done to my life. I know that we have changed our lives here and it has made a difference to my life and life outside of the world. Thank you for your love and support.